Everything is Nothing

Feeling the numbness passing through me,

feeling the waves crushing me,

mind wonders.

I find myself falling farther away

I feel the sickness pass through the very core of my soul

my world collapses as I fade to black

and the world leaves....

And I wake up to find

that my body is no longer my own

And I wonder;

Am I fading?

Is this real, or all just fantasy?

And I come to

In a world that takes me back

To my younger years, but yet I feel no more pain

a feeling of relief,

but yet a darker sign of nothing

and I wonder,

"Am I fading?"

"Or is this all a dream?"

And then I crawl, into, and yet out of nothing.

my mind feels at ease.....

yet there is still a trace of doubt

and I wonder, "Is this nothing but a dream?"

I wake up yet again...

in the conscience world

where pain still leaves me broken.

and I ask, "Where did it all go?"

I felt peace, and relief

but the feeling still beckons me...

wanting to take me back to the happier days of old

where peace was everything, but yet

I am nothing

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