This one is for all those who have lost a loved one.

The following is a poem that I wrote in memory of my grandma, she passed away April 5th, 2009 I was living with her, when I woke up, I found that she had passed... so here's to you grandma:

Yesterday I looked at you,

We shared a laugh

Today I find you

But you have gone

Today my life has been flipped

Turned upside down by all these events

Hard to believe that it has been half a year

I still ponder the question,

was there anything I could have done?

I still have questions,

But have found no answers

I look at your picture...

But only see a hole

You meant the world to me

Today I lie on the floor

A broken man

Heart lies tattered on the ground

Though I try to hide it,

I still can't see through the tears

Yesterday we hugged,

Last night we said goodnight

And today you are gone

And I am left with memoirs

My angel lies next to me

My demon strangles me

I am left with no more sorrows

Looked in the mirror today

And thought i caught a glimpse of your face

But when i turned to look, it was gone

Although nothing that I do will bring you back

Your memory is alive and well in my heart

I weep silent tears tonight

I long to hear your voice

I long to sit next to you,

I long to be your shoulder,

One more time

But for now these are only lost hopes

For I saw you in the casket

And I see you in the ground

So whilst writing this,

I weep silently

Whilst my angel hugs me

What i would give to hold you

In my arms one last time

Alas 'tis only a dream

I can only look up and hope that you are looking back

and nothing more

I listen to your song,

And remember the joy that it brought to you

It lulls me to sleep tonight

As I weep into my pillow

To look foward to seeing you in my dreams

But not when I wake

But for now I saw my goodbye

And hope to visit you soon