Maybe a big change

Ok... alot of crazy stuff has happened in my life recently, i now have a few roomates, and so far that is working out. Something big is about to happen in my life soon, it will be a move in the right direction, I hope... a friend of my friends wants me to come over to his recording studio and lay down a few tracks of songs that i have written, and that will be cool, so yea.. look foward to the next update, i will try and update as quick as possible with a few new poems, untill the next update, peace

Red And Blue

Overwhelmed he looks down and sees

The blood washed into his hands

His intent was to show what true fear meant

Rather break the tormenter into nothing

Looking fowards,

A woman cries

Looking backwards,

A little boy dies

While the sound of the ambulance

Rings true in the distance

There he sits

Looking at his cage

'Twas an ambush

When the ol' five-oh caught him

Red handed

as the blood flowed down

Look at what we're doing

Look at all the violence

What have we become?

A species that destroys itself

From the inside

Just what are we teaching the future?

Thoughts

I lay in wonder of what I have become
ah screw it.... don't really feel like writing anything this update... so I will spare everyone the threat of reading another one of my dark writings. Ok so some chaos has overcome my life recently, I was gone from the internet for a day because my laptop had gotten repossessed <- no matter how you spell that word, it never looks right o.O - I forgot to make a payment on it this month, so it got repo'd and I decided rather than have them come to my place to get the laptop, i figured i would take it ack over to them so that it would look good on me, needless to say it worked. When I make a payment on it next month, I shall get my laptop back. I think I may have found a job as well, working at the local movie theater, not a very good job, but a job nonetheless. well it is getting late, so i shall get to bed now.

Vampire's aren't out only at night

Blood fills the room

As I sit in my tomb

Watching as I start to take the blood to my lips

Call me what you will, but a vampire I stick to

Tell me you'll kill me

But just remember one thing:

I NEVER DIE!!

So just let me drink your blood

You won't die

You'll be one with your demons;

I'll kill you silently with but a glare

Tell me your tragedy, and I'll give you the bleedout

The death you've always dreamed about

Watch for me,

I'm in your dreams;

Kill me softly

And you die dreaming

I'm your worst fear

And I'm your best friend

Yeah, Im the one at the bar

who is always having the last drink with you

Demonic Insanity

So what if you want me to stay

You only wish to cause me more misery

the only time I have ever been happy

Was when I was traveling

Found a place of peace

But you made me blow it

I grab you today

You shall bleed

She suffers in silence now

I muted her

I let all of her inner demons out

So that they can devour her soul

And she shall die a painful death

She screams out in agony

but no one hears

there is no one that will hear her screams

The perfect crime

The law is on his side

So she gasps now....

gasps for air...

for release

for peace

but it is all in vain

her tragedy has already unfolded

She watched in silence as she watched her freedom flee

flee out to the hills

the only thing she cares for now is to try to take over his life

To control where he lives...

What he does..

Who his friends are

but it is all in vain

She twists and turns in agony on the table

While gabriel watches with silent amusment

she had this coming for so long

she sees him, and pleads with him to let her go

but it is all to no avail

he just sits there and doesnt even flinch

And his final words to her were:

I know for death is what you pray....

You shall live to die another day